When I heard last Sunday evening that President Hinckley had passed away at home with his family, I hardly even felt a little sad. I was so happy he had gone peacefully, surrounded by those he loved, without pain and with his dignity. I knew he was so anxious to see Marjorie, his sweet wife of 66+ years. I knew he was being welcomed home, to a place where he was loved and cherished. I knew he had fought a good fight on the earth and that it was his time to go. I knew I would miss him, but I honestly didn't feel sad.
Today, as I watched his funeral on TV and listened to the many wonderful things said about him I couldn't have agreed more. President Hinckley was a great man. He was a great prophet. He led the Church in new directions - smaller temples in greater numbers, increased emphasis on missionary work, a greater public awareness through media campaigns, to mention a few. I knew I would miss his leadership, but I didn't feel sad.
He loved people and let them know it. He was sensitive to the needs of others. He exemplified the love of Christ for those around him. His unshakable testimony in a loving God and our savior, Jesus Christ was an example to all of us. I am so thankful for him. I knew I would miss him, but I didn't feel sad.
But, during the closing song of the funeral, as they showed video clips of President Hinckley smiling, going about his business, shaking hands with all ages, shoveling dirt, watching programs, wearing a Hawaiian shirt, showing his love for others...I finally realized that I was sad. I am sad that he won't be here any more for me to enjoy. Sad that I'll never hear him tell another joke in General Conference. Sad that I won't see his smiling face anymore. Sad that I won't see him "waving his cane" instead of using it to walk. Sad that I won't have his love and guidance for ME in MY life. Sad that he is gone and I am still here. Not sad for him. Sad for me. I will miss you, President Hinckley. Thank you for your love and example. Thank you for your service.
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You said that beautifully, mom. I agree with you 100%.
Thanks for the beautiful post Linda! The last part of the funeral was very moving as tears flowed freely! I will certainly miss President Hinckley as well - such a remarkable man.
Thank you for your testimony here...we will all miss him dearly! BTW-Ellie said on Saturday that she was "not sad anymore...there's just a little bit of tears in my eyes...but I'm happy again."
What a nice tribute Linda.
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